Finding the better me!

THIS WEEK IS NEVER ENDING! I am so tired for absolutely no reason. I fall asleep early and wake up a thousand times more tired. I haven’t even had that much homework. I have had an excessive amount of quizzes and tests think week though… The heroes quiz for Spanish drove crazy the whole week. And Κυρια Galouka is driving me crazy with a quiz on a daily basis for 30 words. My virtues are something I work on now without thinking about it. I have been like this for a while. The one I feel like I have improved the most on is my patience and it is mostly because I am in charge of doing homework with my hard-headed brother. I have learned not to lash out on him. I have become determined on going to the gym on a daily basis because my family is roasting me on how I look in my 15 dress. I feel like I have learned a lot.

This week has been so chill. I’ve been so tired though. I have been sleeping late for absolutely no reason. We have barely had homework but we have had a lot of test and quizzes. The list just keeps growing even though the week is ending. Lol. My virtues have improved a lot. With all honesty, I improve without purely thinking. Like I don't think oh I have to do the ethics blogs so lets work on this virtue I just do it. I don't lash out on my parents anymore. Even though my siblings test me I don't have the reaction of lashing out anymore. MY determination has gotten very high when it comes to school and dance. TO THE POINT WHERE I GOT HONOR ROLL WHOOOOOOOPPPPPP. So yeah it has been a good week.

This week has been weird. We had a day off but it was on a Tuesday which I hate. I spent that Tuesday at home super sick. I was throwing up and had a fever. This week after that Tuesday has been the most frustrating and stressful thing alive. I was sick so I felt like my boogers clogged my brain not allowing me to memorize anything. I would get home rush my homework it of my way and fall asleep. This week I did absolutely nothing when it came to my virtues. Not even patience which is the easiest one because I would see my brother and then go into my room.

This week had been actually somewhat relaxing. We had Halloween I was out until late. We barley had homework everything was great and BOOM. I got sick. How nice. I have felt like crap the week that I actually can have a life. Everyday I have a pounding headache and it honestly gets me in a very very very bad mood. Pissed Maria means several , like a lot of lashing out. There goes my patience virtue yayyyyy :(. I slept basically the whole week which is very nice. I didn’t even go to dance YAYYYAYAYYA no more determination. All of my virtues were a mess this week. Next week lets hope I can have a relaxing successful and product full week.