Finding the better me!

Oh my god.A break.Finally. I thought this would be the most stressful week in the world and everything played out just right.My history test ( which by the way was freaking me out) got postponed so I was able to calm down.Me living in a Cuban household no-one shuts up.They are all so loud.My grandma had the TV at full blast.My mom yelling at my sister.My dad fixing the kitchen so theres a construction site in my kitchen and my about explode. Until I did I lashed out on my mom “Mija don't you want me to study how the heck am I supposed to study in the middle of ‘la locura esta’. Then I apparently disrespected her because everything to Cuban parents is disrespect.This made my virtue of patience not go into a very good place.The rest of my virtues have stayed the same they have not gone down or up.

This week has been so relaxing when it comes to school.I feel like when I have no pressure on me because of school I am more patient. When I have no stress on my body so I feel so free, as if I am floating around.So this week I have been really patient and my virtue progress went really uphill. Now my determination in the other hand went downhill in school.Now, I realize that without quizzes and test I barley study. Without quizzes I don’t study for my classes as much.So now I am really appreciating all these test and quizzes.My focus has not increased in fact it has decreased.This is because since I have little amounts of work I have no rush in finishing it.So I start listening to music texting and messing around instead of focusing on the work I have to do.

Hey guys, this week hasn’t been any easy.I don't think freshman year will get easy any time soon…Ever in better words.With this being said you might still think I didn’t practice my virtues but I did make time to improve.This week I had to help my brother all week on homework.Ohhhhh man that tested my patience but I used some tips online to practice my patience.When he started driving me crazy I would breath and count to ten after I did that I would go back to helping him.My brother is the sweetest kid alive but he is very hard headed.He tells me a letter is n to like that and will do it wrong about 100000 times either because he doesn’t know or because he knows he is driving me crazy.When he is driving me crazy he laughs because he is doing it on purpose.His laughter also helps because it makes me laugh and relax.Thank you for reading.Love you all! <3😘

Honestly I haven't tried :( This week has been more than stressful and I haven’t improved at all on my virtues.When I am stressed I cannot focus.My brain just blocked out and  could not focus so that was one virtue down the drain. When I am  stressed I swear is when my siblings test me the most.Thats probably just me but I lashed out on them even quicker than normal.The only virtue. I did worked on so far is my  determination.I was determined to study super hard in order to pass all my tests this week.I have been falling asleep at 2 in  the morning