Finding the better me!

OMG OKAY OKAY SO LIKE this week is the last week of school until the break. SO I thought I wouldn’t stress out a lot HA so funny. I had an Ap world test which I was destined to fail but I got and 87. Then I had my sister's keepers essay which I left for last minute as always. But winter break is almost here so after those events so I calmed down. My virtues have not gotten worse or better because honestly, I don't try to practice them anymore. It is too many things to worry about to put this too onto of me.

This week has been so tiring so far it is insane. The thought of not having a single break now for three weeks is driving me crazy.  This week I barely slept until I had my physics test I was so stressed out about it. The problem with physics is the way he teaches. Besides that everything at school is fine. My brother ruined my virtue this week about patience. He was playing around and wouldn’t let go of my hair and I got really mad at him and yelled. I felt bad after but I lost my patience so that was my virtue down the drain. The determination is going up as you can tell. This was because of how much studying I did for physics. I hope you all have a great rest of the week :)

THIS WEEK IS NEVER ENDING! I am so tired for absolutely no reason. I fall asleep early and wake up a thousand times more tired. I haven’t even had that much homework. I have had an excessive amount of quizzes and tests think week though… The heroes quiz for Spanish drove crazy the whole week. And Κυρια Galouka is driving me crazy with a quiz on a daily basis for 30 words. My virtues are something I work on now without thinking about it. I have been like this for a while. The one I feel like I have improved the most on is my patience and it is mostly because I am in charge of doing homework with my hard-headed brother. I have learned not to lash out on him. I have become determined on going to the gym on a daily basis because my family is roasting me on how I look in my 15 dress. I feel like I have learned a lot.

This week has been so chill. I’ve been so tired though. I have been sleeping late for absolutely no reason. We have barely had homework but we have had a lot of test and quizzes. The list just keeps growing even though the week is ending. Lol. My virtues have improved a lot. With all honesty, I improve without purely thinking. Like I don't think oh I have to do the ethics blogs so lets work on this virtue I just do it. I don't lash out on my parents anymore. Even though my siblings test me I don't have the reaction of lashing out anymore. MY determination has gotten very high when it comes to school and dance. TO THE POINT WHERE I GOT HONOR ROLL WHOOOOOOOPPPPPP. So yeah it has been a good week.

This week has been weird. We had a day off but it was on a Tuesday which I hate. I spent that Tuesday at home super sick. I was throwing up and had a fever. This week after that Tuesday has been the most frustrating and stressful thing alive. I was sick so I felt like my boogers clogged my brain not allowing me to memorize anything. I would get home rush my homework it of my way and fall asleep. This week I did absolutely nothing when it came to my virtues. Not even patience which is the easiest one because I would see my brother and then go into my room.

This week had been actually somewhat relaxing. We had Halloween I was out until late. We barley had homework everything was great and BOOM. I got sick. How nice. I have felt like crap the week that I actually can have a life. Everyday I have a pounding headache and it honestly gets me in a very very very bad mood. Pissed Maria means several , like a lot of lashing out. There goes my patience virtue yayyyyy :(. I slept basically the whole week which is very nice. I didn’t even go to dance YAYYYAYAYYA no more determination. All of my virtues were a mess this week. Next week lets hope I can have a relaxing successful and product full week.